February 2012
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“It’s sad, believe me, when you realize that the distressing things by far...”
– The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant (1972)
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My last post was mean. I'm sorry.
My stress-levels have been high recently. Not just because acads or thesis. Far too many things are going on all at once.
So I ask for your understanding and acceptance. Deleted the post.
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Audioslave - Be Yourself
Even when you’ve...
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WAF
I’ve learned that people who you have been lenient towards, have been giving towards, have been generally nice to are not as inclined to be nice to you as you are to them.
They won’t ever remember the good you’ve done for them, the many times they haven’t done their part to the extent they should have, did not meet the proper the deadline - yet you let it slide because...
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I’ve never been the kind to hold back though...
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Frustrated.
It is the overall frustration that you are not where you are happy. That you have not been happy at all for the longest time. It is the frustration with the self. How no number of deep breathing, no assurance that all is well, no mantra of “be positive” can dispel the strain, the exhaustion - the overall enervation of the body and soul. How you realize you yearn to be doing something...
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Maybe I'm Amazed
allie-xoxo:
Maybe I’m a girl and maybe I’m a lonely girl Who’s in the middle of something That she doesn’t really understand Maybe I’m a girl and maybe you’re the only man Who could ever help me Baby, won’t you help me understand
“I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no...”
– Anonymous (via deadmendontwearplaid)
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I like your flaws →
I enjoy seeing you insecure, vulnerable. I like to watch red steam light up your cheeks, a spreading mist of shame when you think you’ve done something unacceptable like missing a step on the stairs or not having the perfect answer to something I’ve said. It’s like you honestly don’t know how wonderful you are, it’s like you have no idea.
The burns, the scars, the black and blues on your face...
“I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or...”
– Sylvia Plath (via misswallflower)
“When you’re lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (via misswallflower)
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Be kind to me or treat me mean, I'll make the most...
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Passive Agression Toward the Self →
psychotherapy:
via Psychology Today:
Are you—unawares—a mental and emotional masochist?
In self-sabotage you “act out” internal conflicts by first moving toward a goal—then retreating from it. “I can do it” is offset by “I can’t do it.” “I want it” is overridden by “No, I don’t want it.” “I deserve it” countermanded by “I don’t deserve it.” The net result of such an ambivalent—or...
“And the curt truth is that, in a deep secret way, the state of being loved is...”
– Carson McCullers (via misswallflower)
